Coconut crabs

The thing from last post was just some giant crab-lobster thing that suddenly landed on the windshield. Incognito hit the brakes when it tried to bash through the glass. We slipped on the ice and almost ended up in the river. Luckily Incognito managed to stop the van just in time.

 He then got out and shot whatever it was but the bullet bounced off its shell. It shrieked and turned around and seemed to want to jump towards Incognito. I quickly popped the hood and flipped the bastard on its back. It ended up sliding into the river.
It didn't pop back up I think but Incognito got back in the van. And got us the hell out of there too fast to find out. I didn't mind at all.

I later tried to google the damned thing and apparently it was a coconut crab. How the fuck did that thing get here? I know the intrusion has done weirder shit but these things are supposed to only live on tropical islands. Belgium is neither tropical nor an island..
At least it wasn't a flying spider. I fucking hate the intrusion. x.x

Anyway we still haven't had any luck with our stake out. At least I'm enjoying the free food and daily coffee. Also no luck with the flash drive. I would ask Incognito if his hacking computers could help but I doubt he'd want to use them. And I'll respect his wishes. o.o

I'll report when something worth reporting becomes reportable. <x3

Another present

What the hell is this? A national lets-anonymously-gift-Alicia-mysterious-things day? Because this is really starting to weird me out. When we came back from dinner there was a package lying in front of the van. It had a label saying "for Alicia".
Mr.Incognito didn't trust it, neither did I. After a long debate that I won't bother posting about, we opened it carefully. I'll give you one guess as to what was in it.


Nope not that and not that either.Seriously you guys have dirty minds. Just kidding, although its probably true, partly at least. In the package were two things. The weighted knuckle gloves I wanted so badly and a note.

"Little owl why won't you wake up. The clouds aren't what you think they are. Perhaps these will help you open your eyes."


Sounds very familiar if you ask me. <.<
For those that didn't read Kat's last post before she became a camper, it's her it. Why did EAT send me a gift and why did she it seem to be helping me last time? It just doesn't make sense, but then again none of this does.
I'm not sure I trust the gloves but they don't seem wet or anything. I won't be wearing them until I'm sure they are safe. (Which means never.)

Mr.Incognito is driving right now, we are trying to find a good place to start our stake out. Not too far from the dentist's office and not too far from decent places to get food. We just need OH MY GOD WHAT IS THAT THING!

Dentist appointment

Finally had a decent nights rest. That doesn't happen often anymore. Incognito offered me a cup of coffee as soon as I woke up. What a service. o.o
When we got out of the van he started talking.

Mr.I:"So tell me, what would you like to do after all of this mess is over?"
Me:"Over? ..You don't mean the Fear mess right? Because I highly doubt that will ever be over."
Mr.I:"Everything has an end, and when it ends, you have to be ready to accept the normal life."
Mr.I:"That is why I ask, I want to see if your ready for when it all will end."
Me:"I don't think this will end with me alive to be honest. I've never heard of anyone living a normal life once they got too deep in this Fear shit."
Mr.I:"There's a first time for everything, I know I'm not coming back, whether I survive or not, I damned myself a long time ago"
Mr.I:"You and many others still have a chance, think about that"


A chance for what exactly? There isn't a way out of this, if there was somebody would have found it already. And I know the servants will claim that "joining" Them is the way out. But its not, its just a way to delay your own death while sacrificing the lives of others. So any servant that wants to tell me that, go fuck yourself.

I asked him what the plan for today was. Apparently his former partner had a friend that lived here. A dentist, I hate dentists. x.x
Luckily we weren't going to get our teeth checked. No, we were going to get him to check out a bullet. I had no idea dentists had any knowledge on bullets. o. o
But this one did, so off we went.


We stopped in front of a building's stairs. It didn't look good, the door was covered in dust and one of the windows was broken. I asked if this changed our plans or if he wanted to take a look inside.
We both thought it might be a good idea to check it out. I grabbed my flashlight after he knocked down the rusty door. I stayed behind him because it didn't seem like one of those "ladies first" moments.

The dentist's room was a huge mess. With dried up blood and several teeth laying around. I don't even want to imagine what could have happened there. Suddenly we heard a window break. Incognito reacted quickly and drew his gun before running back outside to see what was happening.
I followed carefully but we were too late. He said he saw someone run away but then whoever it was just disappeared. Even though there were no alley ways to run into.

They must have used the path of black leaves or whatever its called. Assuming it was a proxy. We agreed there wasn't anything we could do there anymore so we headed back to the van. The plan now is to stake out this place from a distance in hopes to... I don't really know what we're supposed to be looking for. Its Incognito's plan, I'm just here for the free coffee and food.


I'm also loving the fact that I've barely seen any Fear or proxy activity. At least less than I'm used to.I really needed this "resting time" even though I know it might end anytime now. What does keep me busy is this flash drive with the file I can't open. My computer skills are lacking. x.x
Maybe I don't even want to know what's in there, but human curiosity is a dangerous thing. <x3

Slim Cognito

For once something went better than I expected. I waited at the cafe for three hours while drinking some coffee. I didn't even notice him walking in.

"You, Alicia?"

I looked up at him and could barely see his face since it was hidden under a dark scarf and hood. The rest of him was also hidden under a grey trench coat. He looked exactly as his name implies. The only part of him I could see were those cold eyes of his. (Not Cold boy cold, just...you know, cold.)

Me:"Uh..yes"
Him:"This is Incognito, I got what you need, it's in the van outside, a couple of steps away from the cafe"

Yup, If you hadn't guessed it by now it was Mr.Incognito one of the people that comments on here and other blogs. I had sent him an e-mail because he offered help and supplies. Which was exactly what I needed. I wasn't sure if I could trust him (I'm still not entirely convinced) but I took a chance.

 "Ah, sorry I lost track of time. I didn't know it was that late already." I got up from my chair while eyeing the van suspiciously."OK...lets go then." I kept my hand near my knife,just in case he tried anything suspicious.

Mr.I:"So how are you holding up?"
Me:"As good as possible, considering the situation. And you?"
Mr.I:"Dead as always."

Well that's a gloomy answer but I can't blame him. Plus he did look kinda dead, he barely looked at me while we talked. When we got to the van he opened the back doors, it was impressive. Inside was a whole set up of computers and hacking technology and stuff. Food and water that would last for months at least and a large metal box full of weapons. He grabbed a small box which was apparently full of credit cards and handed one to me. How the hell did he get so many credit cards?

Mr.I:"This one has enough money for you to survive a whole month, the password is         "
Me:"Thank you.."

I then told him how good it was to finally see another runner. He responded just as coldly as before, I hope he isn't always this cold that would be boring. He then asked if I needed a weapon. I said yes, I mean extra weapons never hurt anyone..wait that doesn't sound right. <.<
I asked what kind of weapons he had and he opened the metal box. That pretty much answered it, he had almost every weapon I could imagine. Except of course the weighted knuckle gloves I wanted. :/

He said I could take any non firing weapon in there. Because he assumed I didn't have any experience with guns. He assumed correctly.
He did offer a small hand gun but I declined. Like proxiehunter said in his blog, Its not possible to kill an innocent kid from two blocks away by missing your target with a knife. So that's what I picked, A large combat knife. I had practiced with my kitchen knives a bit but this thing is a lot better, looks awesome too.

Mr.I:"So what's your next destination?"
Me:"I don't really have one, I'm just wandering from place to place."
Mr.I:"Taking into consideration your "Cold Boy" problem, I can offer you transportation until you think of where you want to go"

I really liked that idea, the cold boy has really been getting on my nerves. And if I'm not alone he might not bother me as much. At least I can hope. <.<
So I agreed. He then said I could use anything in the van except the computers. Apparently they were his friends computers, a friend who is gone now. Yet he keeps them around, guess he isn't that cold after all.

We then got into the van and started driving. I could get used to this, beats the hell out of walking through this damned snow. Then he suddenly hands me a white flash drive with operator symbols all over it. o.O

Mr.I:  "Yesterday a proxy by the name of Kelevra broke into my hotel room and left me this, the file is called "ForAlicia" personally I have no idea what to make of it"

Well that's fucking weird. Some proxy I never heard from gives a guy I hadn't met yet a flash drive that was meant for me? That's freaky.I just checked it out. It had one picture in it and another file I couldn't open for some reason.

This is the picture:



Seems like a threat or something. If that's supposed to be a representation of me being decapitated then I'm insulted. My nose isn't that big and pointy.
I'll try to figure out how to open this other file, hopefully I'll be able to tell you what it is next post.
I better stop writing because we're uncomfortably close to this river and I thought I just saw something move in the water. Its probably nothing but I'm not taking any chances.<x3

Meeting a stranger

Through e-mail I have agreed to meet with someone. I'm not sure I can trust them but the place they suggested as a meeting place is a cafe. There should be other people around so I doubt I'll be attacked. And even if I do I still have my knives for protection. I'm closer to the cafe than they said they were so I'll be arriving first.

I'll post about the meeting later. Wish me luck.<x3

Ranting

I don't know how long I can keep doing this. First I lose my mother. And then I have to leave everything behind to run from beings that can kill me by just looking at me.
Then I get my psychologist proxified while trying to get meaningless revenge. And now my last friend I had got killed despite of me trying to protect her.

But I can't think about that stuff and cry about it because then the cold bastard shows up. How can you mourn when whenever you try to, you risk being turned into an ice cube?!
I hate the cold boy the most but for some reason Slendy scares me a lot more. Just something about it. Its not as annoying as the cold boy but he is the reason I barely sleep at night. At least the intrusion hasn't shown itself outside of my old house. But now EAT is also following "studying" me.

How the hell did I manage to get four eldritch abominations chasing me? I know I shouldn't think about it too much. But if most runners don't even survive one of these things how am I supposed to survive all four? I just hope there won't be a fifth, I wouldn't survive another one. I just know I wouldn't.

I don't want to admit it but I'm very close to just giving up. I know you guys will tell me not to give up and to stop thinking about it. But I'm just human for fucks sakes, what do you expect?!
I think I know now why Cecilia hates being human. I still wouldn't become a servant of any Fear but I get why other people would.

I still think its wrong but there is only so much a human can take. And I'm getting way too close to that limit. I know they'll get me some day and that terrifies me. One day I will slip up one time too many and get myself killed. I'd like to think death would be easier but something tells me its just as bad or maybe even worse.

Maybe if I find that runner from Luxembourg I could at least get the cold boy off my back. I wonder If that girl he has with him is cute..<.<
Maybe I can comfort her for losing her boyfriend or something. No Alicia don't think like that, Ceci might get jealous. Not that it matters she's on another continent getting laid too.

This rant has been brought to you by Alicia. Enjoy it or else. <x3

Freedom

Finally escaped. The damn light hurt my eyes at first though. It took me a while but found out where I was, Kat's house. And yes she was there too, well kinda. I'm running ahead of myself again. x.x


I managed to lock pick the door thanks to google. Google has never been so useful before. o.o
Once my eyes adjusted to the light I could see I was upstairs in a house that I almost recognized. I didn't actually recognize it until I walked down the stairs and saw Kat standing in the kitchen. I ran towards her (not a smart thing to do, I know).

As soon as she turned around and looked at me I knew something was wrong. Her expression and her eyes were dull. Not just dull in a "I really don't give a fuck today" way but in a supernatural way. Kat was a fucking camper! The stupid bitch got herself camperfied or however you call it! Ugh.
That pissed me off so much that I slapped her across the face. It didn't do much, her expression didn't even change one bit. She just looked at me with those dull eyes before starting to talk.

Kat: "I see you have managed to escape sooner than expected."
Me:"You expected me to escape?"
Kat:"If the purpose of that room had been to make your escape impossible, you wouldn't be standing here."
Me:"...Then what was it for?"
Kat:"To buy time."
Me:"For what?"
Kat:"That information is not for you to know."
Me:"Whatever, I'm out of here. You better stay away from me, next time I see a camper I'll stab it!"
Kat:"Aren't you forgetting your backpack?"
Me:"What?"
Kat:"Your backpack with all your belongings. Its over there."
Me:"Why are you letting me take my stuff instead of, you know... Attacking me and trying to stop me from leaving?"
Kat:"My intent is not to hold you captive but to study you. And for me to do that you need to be alive."
Me:"Wait what? I don't get ...wha?"
Kat:"You need to get going. My camper have sighted the Slender man close by."


Just hearing that name made the hairs on my back stand up. I didn't waste time and grabbed my backpack which was in the kitchen corner. I don't trust Kat EAT at all. What was that bullshit about studying me? It killed Kat just to "study" me? That's just fucking wrong. Each time I see one of these fucking Fears they manage to get me even more angry than ever.

But why did EAT warn me and give me my stuff back? I'm so confused right now.<x3